i got home 2day and now i wanna puke. ive barly eaten 2 meals in the last 5 days, and i had lunch 2day becuz i dont wanna make a habit, but now i cant even think of food without gagging. i feel so weak and tired, im not even motivated enuf 2 go get a drink becuz my throat is killin me. its just that my parents may b gettin a devorce and its takin its toll on me. cant eat, didnt sleep last nite, and im tempted 2 start takin pills again 2 nock me out so i dont hav 2 deal with the wurld arounf me. sumtimes i wanna die. it doesnt help that my dad has a temper and doesnt appreciate me. he really hates me, no matter how many times he says otherwise. im 2 tired 2 keep typin...